Lovely Tina versus Arthur Ray

Lovely Tina
awaken me
with a blow to the throat
and knock me back
down
to where I started
this useless rat race
Everything wonderful has clouded over
been smothered in a putrid smog
and my lungs are seeping
out of me
and every useless limb aches
so rip me up
into tiny pieces
and consume
consume
consume
until the dirt under my fingernails
is part of you, too

Lovely Tina
stop it!
stand back off of my toes
for there is nowhere I can go
but closer
towards you
and for all the good that does
I should perish in the cauldron
of the darkest witch

Lovely Tina
you thieving bitch
you stole my sanity
and ate it alive
now stand away from the window
and the other end of the phone
and let it ring
ring
ring
until the wailing birds
no longer sing
their useless songs

Lovely Tina
the bestest pirate
who tucks me into my cot
and dries my tears
If I hear you longingly say
once again
that your poor heart
aches for me
then I shall have no choice
but to crawl
through the dirt that covers me
up to your mountain
your perfect, snowy mountain
and revel in the sex
you shall welcome me with
But oh!
how disgusted I shall be
lost in self-loathing
for any stranger in the sky
even I
knows
that it is
in fact
my heart that aches
and yours
is merely
playing