The clocks go forward

so tired
always tired and sick
always sick
too much to do
all the wrong stuff
niff-naff and trivia
the grindingly necessary
always urgent
and overdue
I just need a day
give me a day
just one
for fuck's sake
give me a break
leave me alone
let me read
and do fuck all
but lie in bed
with my hand on my balls
just stare at the wall
and think!

that's all I ask
it isn't that much