Journal

Grandad won the Military Medal and was in The Green Howard's Regiment

I have memories of our milkman coming round with his horse and cart

Sitting

Sitting on a bench at the cold, windy end of Temple Meads station with complication behind me and complication ahead of me.

Unemployed and on the Dole.

Written many years ago.

Lest we forget

In Memory of Life

For Cathie.

To my dearest Cathie,

How could I know my lost aunt could be found on the tv

The day I re-connected with my paternal family, lost for decades, has to be one of the happiest moments of my live.

Small Man

Small Man.

So we didn't survive the week

I am oblivious, I have been alone for so long, been wanting to not be alive for so long that I belittle those that value life.

  Letters from.Jakarta: All I Want is the Air that You Breathe...

Smoke gets in your eyes in Indonesia...

What You Should Know About Me.

What You Should Know About Me.

The Call

Me discussing a phone call I had with my mother last night, and how a lot of things improved because of it.

History Lesson?

History lesson?

Wheelchair

Wheelchair.

personal ramblings

Me going on about my life as of current.

Empty Exhibition.

A swift eddy racing across the dolorous surface of time, furrowing lines into the falling desert within the vase. Paint as you might the scenery re-greys itself with startling efficiency.

Bern's Dilemma.

Bern’s Dilemma.

dear diary

A spill of my "story," because I'm having a terrible day and needed to be honest with someone. TW: self-harm, depression, etc.; abusive relationship.

driving

i got my school permit a little bit ago
and today i got the courage, got up, warmed
up my car and decided to go. (Also include a long paragraph thanking you guys for all the support!)

Confessions of an “Atypical” Fitness Instructor

You see ME up there. A holier-than-now dreamer packed into a body of muscle, sweat and contradiction is someone I call a human caught in the depths of reality. But do you see me? Does it matter?