So Hard

I'm in the middle of writing my third novel and it's getting really hard.  I just broke up with my first love, and I'm stuck here writing about love.  I've already decided that it won't be a love story anymore, that it will be about codpendence and about finding yourself again after the relationship is over.  Regardless, however, I'm still in the love part.  I know it needs to be there, and I know it's necessary, but I hate writing about it when I know I can't have it.  I know it sounds stupid, but love is hard to write about right now when I don't have any of it.  Thanks for listening.

Audrey