New Beginnings

Not long has passed since I regained my heart
From the Sun and the sea, for me a new start.
So wary and tired, my strength run down;
The solitude felt within. The need to drown.
How nice of him to treat me with care,
Enough to cause the pain, and bleed and tear
From the Heart which called only his name,
Repaid with regret. He destroyed my flame.

That same month took a turn unexpected.
A distraction of many, we instantly connected.
His company I enjoy, his smile as unique.
He showed a true likeness, but I felt so weak.

The moments passed. We grew close.
Where's it to lead? I'm taunted by ghosts
That remind me of those far gone and beyond;
The torture of memories threaten our bond.
Our differences apparent, we spoke our mind.
Caused upset to the other, the hurt combined
with the force of fury we argue, we ache;
Growing tired of dispute I questioned a break.
As yet I discover many things I wonder
Whether this diversion has lead to thunder
Forever pounding where my heart does dwell,
I won't give in to a simple farewell.

I like him. I like him a lot.
From the smile on his face, to his gaze that shot
Straight through my heart. We've gone so far,
Why not take the chance? We'll outshine a star.
With the love we can share we will forever grow,
But I am hindered. Is this not expected so?

I hope this light shines forever and strong,
Guiding our hearts as one entwined in song
To feelings and places of where we belong,
Eternally dreaming; we deserve no wrong.

Time is a pleasure, a desire to be rid;
My heart is yearning. His name? David.