Lost and Found

Yes I am a loser,
But why everyone show. .
that i'm worth nothing,
keeping me soo down soo low. .

I see the birds over the cloud. .
flying free aiming soo high. .
but when I try to touch the sky. .
I just fall with a breath of sigh. .

Thousands of people around me now..
each mingled in the race to shine..
feeling soo crippled, unable to compete..
but no one cares even if I'm not fine..

A new beginning came on a new track..
as if life taking a new turn..
where each one walking with the other..
then why I am left to stay alone and burn..

Believing in myself I kept walking..
unaware of the road to destination..
surrounded by the evils & selfish world..
pouring over me all their frustation..

Climbing the ladder to reach the top..
trying to be first to reach the crown..
Whenever I'm at the verge of putting the last step,
why always there is someone busy pulling me down..

Standing alone in the entire new world..
So passionate to make my mark..
Gazing at blushy forest ahead..
But I know how to find my way in the dark..

Finding it hard to spend time with myself..
to pour my expressions in form of words..
fighting with the world to prove myself..
But over my head there are always a hundred of swords..

Aiming to turn every obstacle into stepping stone..
gives me a reason to get up..
Desire to shine like the sun so bright..
And find success in every cup..

Giving back my lost dreams,
A ray of hope enter my eyes..
Now for me its time to realise them..
like a brimming river ready to rise. .

- Deepanker Saxena