Her

Is she really wanted? She keeps asking her self stupid and silly
questions. Is she really loved? Sometimes she feels so sure of herself
and yet other times she feels like shes at is beck and call. But he
says those woderful things. The she thinks of the times that he has
hurt her. He hadnt done intentionally. But did he care? Did he consider
her feelings at anytime.Her head keeps filling with paranoid questions.
She doesnt hear from him in a while, he never replies. Is she just
being a stupid girlfriend? Paranoid, jealos and clingy. She feels that
way sometimes. Other times she feels she has reasons and cannot be
blamed for his foolish acts. Yet she still loves him with all her heart
and she does know he cares when he talkd about working relationships,
comfortable, honesty and trust. They have been together for a while but
unfortunately she is still learning to trust him. It has to do with him
being quite a "girls guy" and that he enjoys female company. You cant
blame her for worrying just a bit about that. But she has been hurt in
the past and even though she loves him truly, cant imagine life without
him, misses him until it hurts when they are not together and feels so
safe in his arms. She cant help but worry that the unthinkble might
happen and her heart will be left in pieces once again.
It is not his fault. She knows that. She wants to trust him but its
difficult. She will eventually trust him when he proves it to her. She
has been hurt by him before and hopes he is learning and trying
harder.
He is a great person, so easy to talk to. he understands her troubles.
He loves her and wants her to be happy. She feels the same way. Shell
keep thinking like this. And sometimes shell get sad and sometimes
shell smile.
But what ever happens she knows that he is there and she will keep
these repeated questions to herself until one day they will be answered
and she will stop.