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StoryPeeling LA: Part of an Urban Artichoke Series macserp011 years 7 months ago
StoryTony and Dawn macserp011 years 7 months ago
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StoryMy Endemic macserp011 years 7 months ago
StoryNotes From A Reluctant Love Nest macserp011 years 7 months ago
StoryPutting On the Gleam macserp011 years 7 months ago
StorySnorkeler Down, High Adventure in the Yucatan Peninsula macserp011 years 7 months ago
StoryRiddle macserp011 years 7 months ago
StoryNotes On a Good Time macserp011 years 7 months ago
StoryRevenge macserp011 years 7 months ago
StoryMiracle Body macserp011 years 7 months ago
StoryThe Rotten Bridge, A Gypsy Love Story (novel excerpt) macserp011 years 7 months ago
StoryInterstate 40, Poem (Cycles I-V for Joe M.) macserp011 years 7 months ago
StoryHappenstance macserp011 years 7 months ago
StoryHeliotrope macserp011 years 7 months ago
StoryFade macserp011 years 7 months ago
StoryThe Undoing macserp215 years 10 months ago

My stories

Day 8 and Day 9. A Pregnancy Journal

Day 8. Replay of Previous Sunday, Replete with Pittsburgh Loss Vs. Denver Day 9. I'm Still Here. She's calling off the hook this morning on her way to work. So nice to turn the ringer off. She can call all she wants, and email too. She's worried that I've skipped out, or worse. I was out of it when she called last night. Half asleep, I answered the phone reluctantly. I let her think whatever she wants. I sounded funny, she said. She's knows I'm depressed. She asks me if I've done anything stupid. Not lately, I said.

Day 7. A Pregnancy Journal

Day 7. What We Are Doing About It and Who We've Consulted. She's gonna keep it one way or the other. The doctor called and everything is right on track. She's five and a half weeks. Every step of the way my hope and her doubts have been erased. I might as well just chew it off.
Cherry

Day 5. A Pregnancy Journal

Day 5. A Big Day in the Trenches. We get nowhere. Our two ends never meet. If I loved her more... She saw the scan at the hospital. She saw it there, the size of a peanut or a walnut, she said and it was right where it was supposed to be. Now today the doctor called and said the rest of the test looked good. Friday another round, to test hormone gains or decreases. Pluses or minuses again. Yeses or nos.
Cherry

Day 4. A Pregnancy Journal.

Day 4. This Could Be the Fourth Day of the Rest of My Active Life. ....and reappear again. Turns out a little blood is natural, part of an exchange program between the uterus and the egg. Or something like that. I guess we'll find out soon. She left a little while ago for the doctor. More than anything, I hope she's all right.
Cherry

Day 2. What We Don't Know and How We Are Blessed By It.

Day 2. What We Don't Know and How We Are Blessed By It. A long day ago I started this journal. If you're wondering where I got the 'Love Nest' part of the title, it's my pet name for her. But today it's the word preggers that keeps going through my head and I write it down just to see how I feel about it. I don't like it. It seems like there should be two 'g''s, just to keep the egg part in the middle, but I'm going to drop it altogether.

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