Isolated

A semi-autobiographic novel, inspired by of my past experience as a survivor of abuse. This isn't based on a specific ex-partner I had, rather just.a combination of a few that I had in my early to mid 20s.

I leave the two main characters, the POV and her boyfriend, names on purpose, because abuse can happen to anyone. I wanted to highlight the dissociative feeling of enduring traumatic situations, as I have Complex-PTSD from it. I've since moved on, healing in both holistic and medicinal ways, and in a much better headspace now.

Content warning: Verbal abuse, transphobia, familial abuse, sexual abuse, relationship abuse, emotional abuse, racism.

Cherry

Isolated (Ch 1)

He lights up a cigarette and tells me everything is going to be ok and he has it under control. “You promise?” I asked, holding him closer to me as...

Isolated (Ch 2)

When I woke up the next morning I felt discontent. Discontent about myself, my surroundings, including him. When I got up he was already gone.I could...

Isolated (Ch 3)

Been a hot minute, decided to pickup this old story for old time sake.

Isolated (Interlude)

I lit up a cigarette and watched the amber highlight her features. I told her that everything is going to be okay but it didn’t seem to remedy her...

Isolated (Ch 5)

That dinner felt like a blur… Dear old dad must’ve slipped a perc in between dinner and our usual dry-blunt rotation. Sprawled out, inconsistent...