Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde
by Robert Louise Stevenson
This book made me feel psychologically shaken. Is very short, yet contains so much head mangling stuff.
I think it's cause in a way that disturbs me somewhat, I can kind of relate to it. I find myself behaving sometimes in ways that make me feel deeply ashamed of myself, and I kind of get this self loathing for sometimes thinking dark thoughts or feeling destructive emotions that I wish I wouldn't think and feel; and yet there's this other side of me that feels love, joy and compassion, and prays and wants the best for everything, feels in harmony with spirit. I want so much to always know this side of myself.
But I get afraid of my own self at times and what it is capable of doing if I lose control. Not sure it's healthy to explore this kind of thing, like it wasn't healthy for Dr. Jekyll to.