On the Poem "Then"

Topic posted in response to Then : http://www.abctales.com/story/chinobus/then
I wrote this piece to give a window like look into the mind of an anti-social misfit who happens to be me in some way or another.

However, the main topic I would like to ask you is have you ever felt the ache to be alone to the point where the world around you appears to be so unreal that you gain a sense of serenity when in that crazy mood to push everyone/everthing you know of? What do you think of society/anti-social concept?