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something so funny happened yesterday that i felt i had to share it
with u mark. what started it, i guess was abs's laughter, he laughed
and i said, hey i heard that before- even as abs kept laughing, i began
to think hard, now where did I hear that laugh? after a long time, when
it still did not flash upon me, i started thinking of all my friends
trying to recall who laughed like that. one by one, they flashed by, my
friends, finally i thought of u mark, and u know what, i just couldn't
remember how u laughed. so weird! i began to recall how u talked and
when even that did register, shit, i got paranoid and began to remember
what u looked like and u know what mark, i've forgotten that as well!
and to think of it mark, just nine months ago we were walking hand in
hand and dreaming of a future&;#8230; we held hands for so long that
they got sticky and we had to pull them apart.