W) Ah life!

Ah life!
She opens the door
And twists my mind
Until it spills out upon itself
Reguritating fear and pain
Into my heart.
It only takes one breath
I can sleep for year locked up
And then one breath
And I am awake
And the fear starts to grow again.
You wouldn't believe the fear
A terror that leaves me shivering
Alone
And then I must fight to sleep once more
Until the fear is gone
Or I die.