This is a story of boy who desperately wants to grow into the man he thinks everyone wants him to me. He lives life in the shadows of successes and the successes of the others around him. Often times he feels he is inadequate and cannot live up to everyone’s expectations even his own. On a faithful night while building his future all seem to go wrong in one instance. From the troubles at home to the troubles in his own eyesight he could not handle the pressure anymore and he broke down.
He could not take the fact he was being set up for failure in his school system. He could not take the fact his chances of being accepted were slimming as the days and years went on. The fact he could not perform the task that came most naturally to him, the task he is performing at this moment. He truly believed he could not make anyone happy in this world and his mistakes would ultimately be his downfall. The transition from being loved to not love by someone who was always supposed to be there was unbearable. All of this is the cause to the boy’s breakdown.
Getting more in depth to the causes of his breakdown. Growing up where your own mother virtually does not exist, where his father is barely emotionally available to him. He never had anyone to express emotion to, never had a shoulder to cry on. Growing up in bad neighborhoods living in darkness literally and figuratively he could not take bottling his emotions anymore causing him to breakdown.
This is a very short description of the young boy’s breakdown. But the boy emerged from the breakdown a better person. He believes he can succeed and no matter the circumstances. He will be a stronger man and will not be downed easily. The breakdown was a great thing for him and has taught him valuable life lessons he can learn and teach one day. No more sorrow he will just more forward and transcends into the best man he can be.