Stella Head

Are you mad? Drink is bad?
Have you seen me cold turkey?
Twitchy, nervy. Blotchy red.
You don't like my stella head?
Try a two day sweat, shake fest.
no sleep. No rest. No thankyou.
Do I remember? No need.
You'll remind me. Tongue lashing
The carcasse that was my pride.
Inside? crimson shame. Bruise blue
pain. Come again? I did what?
Pick a colour : past caring.
Face, bothered? The broken veins.
Look again. Still me. No change.