2011

This collection contains the newest of my poetry, written in year 2011, describing the most drastic changes in my whole life and speaking of all its aspects - love and loneliness, elation and disappointment, misery and romance.

Evening

I'm breathing the smoke of fruit cigarettes, One's already burnt; I am craving for more. I'm lighting the last one with no regrets - If you were beside me, it well could be four.

Actress

I've turned to an actress regardless my will, Life's poignant scenario brought me the skill. Performing, I find the salvation In changing my costumes and masks.

Bound To Leave

It's half past eleven, he's bound to leave, She's holding back tears, she whispers: "just stay"; He cannot reveal any reason to grieve And says: "I'll be back, I will see you some day".

Boundless Sea

You just say you will always be there When I need you right here with me; I am trapped in the wave of despair, Dreams escape to the boundless sea. I indulge in the sense of December,

Breakdown

The smell of Kent Failed to bring me to life, I felt almost nothing, kept silent like dead. The poisoned blade Of a sharp kitchen knife Was bound to cut me, I dropped it instead.

Crimson And Black

I'd sell my heart in paperback, In verses for perverts to read. The crimson lines look good on black, Just like the world behind my lids. For crimson is my poisoned blood

Gifting A Dream

You're driving across the mysterious lands, You're making your way to the sea and the shore. Let go of the wheel and stretch out your hands - Your secret desires will call you for more.

Lands Of Forever

Discover the lands of forever - Of harmony, beauty and peace; Your reverie's worth the endeavor Of searching a moment to seize: A moment to linger for years, A perpetuated romance

Portrait

I'll paint your sweet portrait with tightly shut eyes With pleasure whenever you ask. Though hands ever shaking and colder than ice Do find it a difficult task.

Madness So Sweet

Pearls of fantasies shine in the waters of hope That February turned tears to. We will certainly free weakened hands from the ropes If wonder is all that we do.
Cherry

Wings

I raise my swollen eyes to reach your sight, I try to guess the song that's in your head, I'm only thinking Of how I will dream of you tonight, While looking through the window from my bed,
Cherry

One Moment

The imprints of your fingers Have marked a half-full glass. The sentiment still lingers, The moment's due to pass. Your glance can still appear In my Campari drink

Life Replaced

I am drenched in silver smoke With my weekend brandy mates, Laughing at the same old jokes, Taking part in drunk debates. When my forces get united, I will leave the noisy bar,

Sincerity

The times of the rhyming sensations are ceased, It's no surprise evil love has deceased - My heart is a chamber with limited space, Indifference got all my feelings erased.

Reminiscence

I miss the tune of my ringtone That no one except us knew; I went to bed with my cell phone And dreamt of hearing from you. Your voice became my sole salvation,

Reverie

I am breaking the vast glassy surface of make-believe seas, As the moonlight is cutting the throat of scarlet sunrise, I am screaming my heart out loud, I need to release
Cherry

Fire

I used to compare myself with a fire, So sudden, so restless, so hard to predict - A definite danger from miles to admire, The gamut of colors one couldn't depict.

Love Secret

The level of pride in my blood is too high, And shatters of passion are trapped in a shell, I'm growing older, I cannot deny, And something unique fills my heart's every cell.

White On White

Blank papers of bitter today Do treasure the words white on white; If they are forbidden to say, Then my privilege is to write. I choke on the poison I've drunk,

Duality

The pleasure to speak is my lost privilege, And now insanity dwells on a page, However, it's changing the color in days, Revealing the truth my white pencil portrays.

Together Apart

I'm dissolved in the song of the rain - In the echoing beat of your heart. It's you pulse that still feels in my veins Every day spent together apart. Autumn alters the shades of the days,

If

My pen is bleeding on the paper, As love is bleeding in my heart, These words are bare truth, So sing them to your music, And play this music on my trembling soul strings,