I'm wild and sometimes even heartless-can-be, I'm fond of collecting illusions to ruin, I'm breaking the rules life has written for me, "Create to destroy" best describes what I'm doing.
The poison of spring has dissolved in my veins; A second is worth both my future and past. The more I denied my becoming insane, The sooner insanity touched me at last.
Hello to you from the gray gloomy city, Where crowds unconsciously worship despair, Indulging in dangers of constant self-pity With naive belief in the world's being fair.
The candle has gone out, My dream's deceived by fate, I'm standing at the bound Of 'then' and 'now', But it's too late To turn back, Walking on the edge of razorblade. Eternity is close,
It is just another sleepless night, It's the breath of spring that we await. One more gulp of wine, and I'm all right, One more secret till it's way too late.