Eclipse

I wanted you.
Needed you.
Filtered the air for your touches in the night.
The bone coloured moon behind us.
Capturing passion and stability,
all what you were to me.
Still are in parts.
I should have felt the bed move.
Your shadow leaving the room.
I blinked and missed the eclipse.
My voice called for you
lingered in space unattractively.
Lightening strikes through my heart
sent me crashing to my knees.
Loving you more know.
I try to restart my feelings,
launch some understanding.
But I am but a failed protocol of love.