The Horizon's Just a Circle - Poetry Monthly

By london_calling79
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With this stretch in the evenings I feel the weight of every year. Walks become longer, further, higher; elastic tightens. From up in the hills I can see for miles. I ignore the sunset, prepare my excuses; allow the torment of fantasy, to gasp at the expanse. Up here, above the parapet, de-shelled, nothing's anchored in the literal. Seasons change and so do I. Everything's suggestion, a horizontal plumb-line infinity of inference. I just want it to be the sun. Setting. Quickly. Through the white fucking clouds.
I’m up here looking for space but the horizon's just a circle back to before. I’m trying to figure in the void, in the fallen leaves, but only find a heart beating in thick mud, all the beauty I cannot feel and a dull cavern ache of missing you. Hating my own company, I'm middleman, grey area, absentee truant on a trapeze. And like everything else, like the pearl in the oyster, like the rain on the rock - I’m impermeable. Raindrops bead on me.
You’re a dog on a beach. I'm a seagull trapped on land. Second after second strips me down to the cunt of my heart, the fame-hungry whore masquerading as cynic. Grass-eyed in the moonlight, spilt milk teardrops fall with the weight of wasted years. Years before you.
I guess, since you, the old doesn't do it for me, doesn’t move me the same way. Sat up here. Desultory. Disparate. Delusory. A mirror-man staring at a spent sun. The horizon's just a circle. Leads me home to you.
Image by Herman Asph. Used with permission. www.the-bad-land.com or www.hermanasph.com
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A beautiful image - the words
A beautiful image - the words are almost like a song!
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Had to read it three times,
Had to read it three times, LC. It grew on me the more I read it. It really does move along like a song. Heartbreaking and beautiful.
Rich
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Marvellous moment, LC, so
Marvellous moment, LC, so rich it vibrates. I like the big top play with circularity, love, existence and that prose poetry does just that, keeping the circle going.Some thoughts I had, could you do more with that trapeze image? Stands out beautifully but then stops there. All the trapeze height and risk might fit well if circus image(s) extended - horizon line, tight rope etc
Whilst 'dull cavern ache' 'spilt milk teardrop' are pretty apt for love, felt cliched? Minor thoughts, powerful piece.
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I've searched for this for
I've searched for this for ages. I loved it the first time. A beautiful piece and it's our Facebook and Twitter Pick of the Day.
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