Claustrophobic Skull

Just one more fucked up head space.
Spiralling down a blood stained slide.
Hard to not get poisoned by lies.
Drink some more juice, and raise a false smile.
A false hope that maybe lasts for a while.

Forgotten things a friend once said.
A crushed and broken spirit lies on this bed.
Tired and meek; pissed off too.
Pissed off with being pissed off,
Pissed off with feeling blue.

Pissed off with people's TV eyes.
As they sit and stare, on a packed out bus;
While my friend gets attacked.
Do fuck all to help; just sit there
Like they're watching the telly.
Lost in soap-opera land.

Pissed off with cars and noise and
Society's media-blinkered attitudes.
Of feeling agarophobia and panic attacks
Everytime I step outside my front-door.
Pissed off man.. I'm pissed off.

Pissed off with money and competition,
Dog eat dog, we're the best,
Bullshit fuck off mentality.
Shove your privatised direct debit up your arse.
I'm pissed off with politics &; pollution; pissed off with all
that.

Pissed off with these heavy thoughts,
Like raincloud hovering headaches,
Dull thud thud of the depressive,
Manic neverending cycle,
Pissing out Lithium from an empty bottle.

Patent this and show us the money,
We want to fuck you honey,
Exploitation style.. profitable
Stacked shop shelf equation,
Swift bribe fashion evasion.

As lightening streaked voices,
Etches, sketches around my
Claustrophobic skull.
Hunger gnaws - &; I feel
Like I don't understand.

Just want to find a way out..