Explanation

So many people mean so much to me
But sometimes i feel they don't believe.
Some days i feel bad and lonely,
Like i'm my one and only.
When i try to explain, no-one understands,
All they do is point and laugh
But they cowardly do it behind my back.
I reach out to recieve the help i feel i need
But i feel that no-one believes in me.
What can i do to banish my despondancy?
How can i not feel so lonely?
All i want to give
And all i want to recieve
Is one simple explanation,
For the way i feel inside.