Eyes

Falling behind and losing myself
Hiding behind my bruises
The whole world can see me
And I don't like it

So I hide my pain and greif
And I smile despite the weight
I am carrying the world on my shoulders
To be just a child

A mere adolescence learning still
A teenager in the eyes of my beholders
No beauty to hide my pain
The bruises shine through

I don't like the colors I am shining
My eyes give my emotions away
I am easily read if you look in my eyes
My details waiting to pour out

Like sadness in a cup
My eyes spill out my stories
As everyone holds back their tears
I don't want them sorry for me

So you think I'm spoiled and happy
So you think I'm crazy and fun
You just keep on thinking
Because one day I will be gone