I am Fallen

All I can feel is heartache. I betrayed the one I loved more than anything. I know he is really angry with me, but I was led astray. God will forgive me, he has to.

I hate earth, the way I stick out like a sore thumb. People look at me because they know I am different. Men and women crave me. I am a beautiful angel and they can see a bit of heaven in me.

I do look back at these people and crave them as well. I long for their touch against my flesh. I need to be aroused and feel the passion of human love. I love them all and long for them.

My first encounter is not far away. I see her glancing at me and know she needs to feel me. I see her looking and feel her pleasure building as she returns my eye contact. I walk over to her and take her by the hand. I led her outside and feel her heart beat faster. She knows she will see heaven tonight. God will never forgive me if I do this but now my own desire is building and I no longer care.

We tumble through my door into my dingy apartment. Our bodies touching, our passions building. I kiss her soft lips, it is paradise to me. I feel her tremble and know she has seen what I had seen in heaven. Her eyes light up and her body pushes against me.

In the bed we fall, kissing and touching each other. My hand rubs her breasts as her hand caresses my thigh. My nipples respond to her hand on my naked flesh. Truly this is heaven. I can’t resist her soft skin, so creamy, silky and smooth. I can not believe I was denied this pleasure by the one who claimed to love me, for this is love.

The heat makes the passion better. I please her with my tongue and fingers till she moans with delight. I feel the heat on her flesh and she naturally knows what to do. She wants to see my heaven. She tastes me and pleasures me till I have been finally released.

We both have seen our true heaven and as we lie in my bed, I hear her cry. She now longs for something she can not have. I hold her in my arms and whisper slowly into her ear that I love her and will never leave her.

She can have her piece of heaven through me and I will love her forever as she is now my heaven.