in Paris

Supposed confessions of a secondrate sensitive mind in dejection

The Smile of a Sun-Drenched City

Yellow magic smile a thousand days that could have been, And this hell I write in would not have been realised! Dizzy inducing smile that I wish I had not seen,

An Image of a City Still There

Beauty so deep affects the deep heart’s core, O’ City, City, how I will miss thee, An image deep in my mind to be bore. Streets that cast serenity within me,

Because I Do Not Hope to Turn Again

And I’m moribund to watch you regress Through ages and ages to youth again; Youth reborn, a child without form, the loss The end of us marks, and is beyond ken:

Pont au Double, June Morning

The swarm on the Seine attacks its calm. For never a more lovelier sight seen Than you at dawn - please clock, no alarm! The soul of my companion you have been,

The Splitting of a City Far Apart

I cannot sleep for the thought of thee gone, Though time killed our hearts a long time ago. O’ how our face, eyes, and smile once shone, Lacklustre now the flesh burned into woe.

Vanished Rooms

Those rooms vast, fast vanished; I relinquished them for you, My mind vanquished from my life, Spaces that could have breathed, Faces I will never know. Those rooms life suppressed;

the storm

long since left there is still a perilous state we are still standing on a precipice the omnipotent storm still raging in our mind

The Abject Point at which You Say No

Love you. How the mighty words do but fall. And still falling we bleed and say them still. These words in which we are immured, we call Ourselves forth to bask in, blinding us ill.

Raskolnikov

Tell me, am I insane? Is it thoughts of you, drive me insane?

Place du Pantheon, May 21, 2008, 8.35pm, sat on steps

Lonely idle wanderings abroad, peace, calm, jumping the barriers from metro to metro, RER. Warm breezes, crowds, Paris! Sunlit steps, the Pantheon,

Parisian Haikus

Sat on the hilltop at the Sacre Coeur Looking down at the city Walking in the Fifth lost in the hustling crowd rats in the sewer My open window the flood of a violin