Meaning

Repeating days and restless nights
Living life without meaning
Empty eyes and lying smiles
Abysmal dreams kept calling

Serene quiet was never found
This soul had torn asunder
My own mind turned on me
The heart, too heavily encumbered

The will to fight, long since gone
Devoid of all emotion
Senses grew colder with every breath
Desiring an end to the commotion

She came upon me, like a dream
Flown in on wings of fate
Within her eyes was true purity
Innocence I could scarcely contemplate

We gazed at each other, lost to time
But in her I felt pain
Something stirred within my tattered remains
I wanted to make her whole again

I came to her every chance I could
Always trying to make her smile
But on those days I was overwhelmed
Her presence made me feel for a while

There came a point I could bear it no longer
So I took my chance and made a choice
My heart stopped as I offered my hand
But she said yes in her sincerest voice

Time has passed from when we first met
I've begun to feel more and more
She's taken my pain and replaced it with joy
I need her dearly, down to my core

She gave her heart, which I swear to protect
So I say this aloud, addressed to whomever
I love you completely, my sweetest Lolita
Always, and forever