psalms 2

create in me my Lord

a clean heart

a bold heart

destroy mine enemies

as they are yours...

cleanse this world

of the world of sin

as they seek to overwhelm us...

 

who wants to engage in a politic without ideology?

we may as well make Martin Scorcese President,

he'd know what was going on

but action in tribes

in troublesome, sometimes long

and rather

plain.

 

kill and destroy all mine enemies

every single one of them

let them not escape...

it must be complete, thorough

revengeless.

 

as you have loved me in the past

present and future

destroy completely those who seek to hunt me down

raze them from the earth

kill and destroy them all.

 

give me shalom my Lord

shalom from the metanoia of my heart

to you

let me not rely on the darkness of my own evil

for justice,

do not let me become a mute brute

of my own desires,

Lord

give me justice

for those who pretended like I raped them

when I did them no harm....

putting Jim Crow laws on me

and shaming me, manipulating shame, to make me feel worthless

telling me to go back to Korea

when I wanted equality...

it's like a song from Nirvana...

they just wanted me to entertain them

and their sorry fucking useless lives.

 

all this anger at being treated like

i was an animal

when i am actually a refined human being,

it's criminal

the hatred i have,

i know i have been evil in return

but i still hate them all

exterminate them all

 Lord

let me be righteous before you

Lord.