Conscious Alcohol IV

Part IV
The End

Stormy clouds now gather
Whilst the duvet expose feet
“Why is it that this woman's always hogging up the sheet?”
“Can she snore any louder?”
“Like a driller high on heat”
Pounding on a mound of dirt
Disturbing my nights sleep

Our loves a distant memory
The time we met on street
A time in which I have since felt that I should of retreat
Defend a ladies honor, in order to keep peace
Whilst our relationship falls apart, as if lost jigsaw piece

There once was a time of excitement
There was once a passionate glow
A beautiful relationship that all whom saw would know
But now all we have is violence, argument, deceit
Rub each other up the wrong way and no longer beneath the sheets

We both have played our parts
A role we've kept up well
A pretense no longer sealed but instead bent on hell
Hell bent on a course of destruction
Hell bent on a vicious path
Hell bent on what I'm saying now so she can kiss my ass
I'm tied up in emotions
I dread the day you leave
But if I was to go now would you realise once or dream.

A distant constant nagging
A beeping of machine
A course of drugs pump through my veins make all this seem obscene

I feel so trapped and helpless
Why must you smother me
I'll close my eyes for one more night
And hope the daylight frees.