killing. endless days

I could of found a way to love her,
But she took that
chance away,
She left me to taste another defeat,
To
suck on loneliness for endless days!

Endless days,
my heart shrinks,
Endless days, my liver drinks,
Up
all the poison prescribed by me.
Endless days, I suffer in
silence,
Endless days I lessen my tolerance,
To the
constant problems hitting me.

I could of chosen
another path,
But I took that choice away,
I left my
self-open to ambush,
Both flanks battered for what seemed
endless days.

Endless days, my disposition
weaker,
Endless days, my pressure gauge reads
danger,
From all the anger overflow.
Endless days, I
weep alone,
Endless days I don't answer the phone,
To
worried friends dying to help.

Passed caring so I'm
confused,
I'm angry possessed and livid,
A young life
wasted and abused,
All born from the time I was
timid.
When I was so bashful and shy,
When b@stard
bullies made me cry,
When I was younger and obeyed
rules,
Just like the other children at school.
In
this time I stored up all my hidden anger.
Released now, for
what will be endless days!