3rd Jan 2010 blog

Happy days are not here. I am ok but everyone I know seems to be a miserable sod. There are people in this world who never seem to get over things. Why? Whenever I think something is sorted out it all goes tits up again in exactly the same way that it did before as if no soulsearching or discussions or decisions had taken place. It feels like Groundhog Day.
My son and his girlfriend are splitting up as well. He is moving out. His two-year old daughter will no doubt stay with her mum and I will barely get to see her. I've hardly seen her this last couple of months to the point where she is not sure who I am.
One has to wonder what the point is? I have done barely any work on the music or writing because I feel like I'm walking on eggs with two people who mean a lot to me. My son and my friend. Both seem to be at life-changing points in their lives and neither seems to know quite what to do.
I feel helpless.