Revulsion

'Hullo? Doll? Wait. Am ina phone boax. A just put a dollar in the meter, he he. 90. 75. 55. A canny use ma moby cos she checks it regular, ken? Call me right back, darlin'. When this runs doon. 25. Right. We're at ten pence. Phone me, baby .. '

Click. Prrrrrrrrrr ..

She just could not resist his gravelly tones, especially when he called her his doll, his baby. She belonged. Well, for a little while. The time it took.

Her anxiety was rolling revulsion through her veins in that low self esteem thing way, but loneliness and rejection had caused her to move into this particular lifestyle or whatever label it was. Any emotion is better than none.

She rang the phone box straight away.

'Awww, sweethaaart. Kin we meet oan Friday? Av got a meetin' at the club, so a kin be at yours efter, he he. Ma testosterone'll be aw fired up if any o' them wankers score .. '

'She's still no givin' me any, cos o' that fuckin' plumbin' episode a few years back. Fucksake man. Thirty years o regular nooky, borin' as it is, then she expects me ti dae withoot?! Naaaa .. '

On and on he went, as if he was talking to his mate down the pub. But. He doesn't. It's his wee doll he offloads to. And she loves it. There's a certain power, even if folk don't see it. Like she cares anyway ..

'You know, darlin', you do deep doon, you're the one. The only one tha' gies me they goose bumps. Awwwwww daaaaarlin .. '

As usual, she heard him relieve himself.

'Back o the neeeeeeeeeeeet. Ya dancer!'

His seminal fluid will be on forensic display that afternoon, to join the overnight piss heads who regularly use this particular red box en route to the kebab shop.

She had hardly uttered a word, however he had her hooked. Like a fishermman with his big rod hovering with bait. His bait was what he said that made this little fish quivver with anticipion.

'Av got ti dash, ma wee angel. She's callin' ma dog, kin yi hear it beepin'? Canny get a minute ti masel', nebby cunt. See yi oan Friday, babes. Chireeo, pal .. '

Click. Prrrrrrrrrrrr.

She saved the conversation. She'll soon be ready for the next part.

Blackmail was incredibly lucrative with these lonely, past-it, sex-starved, ex premier league boys, she found.