The Bee

Well I didn't tell anyone 

But a bee flew by my face today

He whispered these things

These horrible things

I tried to shoo him away but he stayed

I cried and I cried because what he was saying rang some truth

Just me and my thoughts, they grew and they grew

Until I shrank down to the ground

I really don't know how

But I felt so low and the bee decided to go

What am I doing here it's all so unclear

These voices in my head need to disappear

But they will stay cause the bee told them to say

I hate myself

Hate

Hate

Hate

No Stop

Love

Love

Love

I started to grow

Love

Grow

The bee came came back so I ran away

He followed me home so I screamed so loud

Everyone looked at me and saw my dark cloud

I invited him in; his conniving face grinned 

I swatted him down and then put that bee in my mouth

All of sudden I opened my mouth and buzzed buzzed buzzed

No wings sprouted but I shrank once again

Oh what have I became

The monster and I are one

The thoughts had come back

I've become undone