Restart

Restart
2012 March 15

Do you remember, that was Wednesday evening
I don't know what to do for my hands have done something
And I was talking to nothing but myself
You are a bit curious about what I want to tell

But honestly, I can't tell
'Cause I fear of what hell
Waits for me when I shout it out

Then I opened my netbook, there was your picture
Flashing in silhouette, I was so sure
To tell you this thing is risky and hard
But to hide you this song will kill my heart
Then I sorted it out, thought for a while
My phone beeped once, and I saw your smile
Thinking, "He will back off now and forever
But I must say it's now or never"
Click the Start the button
Shut down
But is it really better to restart now?

Now I completely believe in dissolution
I am decomposing now
Side effect of the potion

I feel so silly
I feel so delirious
I cannot be myself
No, no, no, not anymore

Then I opened my netbook, there was your picture
Flashing in silhouette, I was so sure
To tell you this thing is risky and hard
But to hide you this song will kill my heart
Then I sorted it out, thought for a while
My phone beeped once, and I saw your smile
Thinking, "He will back off now and forever
But I must say it's now or never"
Click the Start the button
Shut down
But is it really better to restart now?

Restart
A word that I wish for
A verb that I want to reject no more
Restart
The only word I see
That may return the “you and me”
We used to be

I closed my eyes
Cried a tear
Slapped my face
Let my fear swallow me whole

Then I opened my netbook, there was your picture
Flashing in silhouette, I was so sure
There is nothing in this world that will crush me more
Then you here by my side as far as the shore
Then I waited like crazy for your reply
A sun and a moon shone soon I to die
How I wish what I did be buried in the sand
And I want to forget my regretful hands
Click the Start the button
Shut down
There is nothing to do but to restart now.