About a child I know who means alot to me

I know you haven't seen me in a very long time but, I hope you know in your heart I love you so dear child I know
I'm sorry for how you've been mistreated and shuffled around; I'm sorry I can't be there to pick you up when you fall on the ground; I hope you don't think I've forgotten you or that I do not care if I could help you if I had anyway I would be there; You are only six years old and have shed way too many tears and had to deal with so many things well beyond your years; I'm sorry little one I had no choice but to give you back; I hope the days I took care of you made your life a little less wack; If I could I'd keep you safe and make sure you're treated well, I know people say you're unwanted and get in the way and you're shoved here and there but, kiddo I think you're swell, I just wish I got to be in your life again and that you were safe and treated well
You gotta be tough, I know your life is really rough, please hold on you're only six, I wish you had a good home and someone who didn't always yell, I hope each and every day I'll see you again and my mom even said we'd discuss if I could take care of you a while, I just wish you were safe,in my life again and could smile, when you cried and screamed "Don't make me go back; I want to live with you and you be my mommy! Please, they're mean to me! You take care of me! You're my mommy now!" it broke my heart but, I had no choice but, to take you back down the street, do you remember when my mom made me and you cookies as a treat? I know you were so upset with me taking you back but, sweetie I'm sorry I had no choice,please remember our good memories, when I heard those people I know kicked you and your parent out and she got hurt and left you with someone somewhere I wanted to scream and shout, if I knew what was going on I would have done all I could to give you a stable place to go, it was bad enough for you before now its rougher now I know; I miss you very much and hope you know I love you and you aren't mad and don't blame me for the bad thats come your way, I worry about you and hope you're alright and I get to see you again each and everyday,maybe someday you'll again come my way,I'd hug you so tight and do my best to help you out, you never get in my way, I just really hope little boy that someday you'll be okay, please know I love you so and if I could I'd give you a stable place to go even if its just a few weeks it'd be better than nothing you know