Messed Up Life Of A Messed Up Girl

 
Hidden underneath this strawberry flavored teen smile
 
Is the messed up life of a messed up child
 
 
Lost in the darkness
 
Can't find the light

even though neon is her middle name

Betrayed by her few left loved ones as they've lost the mentality all together
 
Hit with the lies

Giving up on tries

is it worth it to gaze into those skies
  
Where is she to go you do the math?

Because she doesn't want to

Now she's fixing to have school starting back too

that'll be a break

with entire sanity at stake

lost in the depths

crying on the side

not always sure even why

dying her hair and giving a I don't give a care

she's going to step in with one of her best friends to there

if she has any of her classes good luck with that

not ready for the world of high school

not ready to grow up

she hasnt done enough childish things

to walk those halls

hasnt had enough giggly phone calls

but she never will

and she'll never be healed

she'll have to hide in the bathroom stall popping pills

studying mills and cills

and dividing more than fractions

She's going to struggle to hold on even more

an addition to her list of choirs

why be excited for high school

it's just more rules

they used to be fun to break

but it's getting old and there's not many breakable rules she hasn't already tried

nothing exciting to do

it's all gonna be brand new

but still the same

more to lose

and nothing to gain