A New Day

The sun rises a new day comes I just wanna run far away into another land far more grand instead of be a camel with my head in the sand my loved ones take their  final breath their life and mine is done the last day of school when the final bell rings I wonder what more stress summer may bring I sit in my tree crying holding my scraped up knees I sneeze and with no doubt let myself fall out but I land on my feet I guess thats neat but that new day I let go the summer wind refused to whisk me away so burning up with anger and freezing like snow I have nowhere to go I hear a boom and go inside the light flickers out because of the storm what a big suprise I hate to imagine the fact one day I shall have a new day stressing over exams in my very own dorm I don't wanna grow up and live but my life I can't seem to give so I force a smile and make myself laugh for a little while longer maybe I'll get a little stronger I pop the pills my mom yells at me about the bills I just miss getting to be held,taken care of and to laugh and squeal full of zeal as for my secret tragic past memories come and take me back I still want to believe it isn't real a new day comes why can't my life just be done