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poem:
i dont think you've know what you did i dont think you known what you've done the things you've said has made the thought of falling in love with anyone seem sick i love you but im not in love with you there's a big difference, learn it, you dont do the things that emotionally scar me quite as much anymore but i cant seem to erase the awful recent memories I try to think back to the good times we had playing golf,getting lost in the middle of nowhere and laughing our heads off, now you have a terribble disease thats made those things impossibble and the disease has changed you, im scared the day will come you dont remember my name anymore but along with that fear im scared the things you've done to me and said in the recent past will forever in my mind last and you've helped me reach insanity ive just had too much happen to handle, i had a past you dont know of, but you know i lost Memaw,Papa and Kaitlin not so long ago and many wounds will never be sewn but i think nearly all my sanity is soon gonna be gone..I'll try to hide it, but i fear one day I'll break and there is no life i truly wish to take but i fear im going to break