Yes I'm a young one who doesn't go to school n yelled at teachers but please read this anyway, thank you Mr.Cary and Ms.Kay

Mr.Cary and Ms.Kay have really impacted my life
After my Memaw died I began a downward spiral, I had lost people before but she was the one who really kept me in line and raised me and losing her made me lose most of my disclipline along with my will to live
Without them I probably would have gone a lot lower then I did
And now that Mr.Cary's health is poor, I know I cannot make really bad decisions because I need to be able to be picked up from anywhere and always be in a condition to help with Mr.Cary and be prepared for emergencies
I have had a lot happen the last year and a half or so and cried a lot of tears and wanted to die several times, I also really had to grow up and I've began recently making much more responsible decisions because I know my actions effect others that I love a lot and although I'm currently not in school I have learned a lot
I usually hide my really negative emotions from them and they do not really know how downward I ever was or some of the thoughts and feelings I got and the unhealthy habits I formed
I think I have taught them a lot though too
They're not as judgemental of people I don't think because they've
had my colorful hair, heard a little of my music they don't approve of, shook their heads at my heavy eyeliner etc but now they don't try to disclipline that and look past it, it always bothered Ms.Kay way more then Mr.Cary though, and they will also never know how much I have needed the hugs they've given me
Other people and places have helped me too, such as Brittany and Katrina and the boys and girls club, espishally a teacher there
I still slip up alot of times and Mr.Cary and Ms.Kay will never know the extreme lows I went to nor how much they've impacted me I would be much worse off without them I think and the whole experience I've had having them in my life has really effected it and I wouldent be the same person without them
I'm sitting beside Mr.Cary right now, he's in a rehab center
There are some things in my life and about me I don't tell them about and I never will but they are still very important people to me and I spend a great amount of time with them
Also babysitting their great grand kids has taught me that in no way am I ready for children nor would I be in any condition or place to raise them now
And before you older adults ask yes I'm one of those "freaky rebellious young people" with screaming music, rainbow hair, a bad attitude against most authority and I have a body piercing but I also help with the elderly, volunteer at homeless shelters etcI also help with another lady in my neighborhood named Ms.Mary but she isn't as big of a part of my life and I have not been close to her till recently, Mr.Cary and Ms.Kay have been a part of my life for the last 5 and a half years
I also make videos about not bullying and things like that, I've been bullied in the past but it didn't effect me that much but I realize how badly it hurts some
My YouTube is TheRealKarissaRawr and the video is called Bullying Needs To Stop
I appreciate everyone who took the time to read this and if you comment I appreciate that a lot too