Head and Heart

When it comes to you,
I never know quite what to do.
My head and heart fight,
and I can never see you in a clear light.
The words you speak,
take me to a place my heart wants to beat.
But the beat quickly fades,
when my head brings in those memories you made.
make your words true ,
so I don't get this nagging feeling when you say "I have love for you".
Nothing more i can do,
To prove to you my love is true,
you need to be ready
to let me invest in you.
Maybe we had bad timing,
i just can't get rid of this feeling that i keep hiding.
it connects us together,
if I like it or not, it's apart of me I need to unlock.
Cards display the truth I know,
I'm scared to tell you or even show.
Feelings do change,
People move on
But you know in your heart
Where you belong
I won't be your play thing
I'm not a toy
But boy let me tell you
it is only you who brings me joy.
I hate this feeling
I want it to be gone
I miss you so much
Even though I know it's wrong.