Why does it feel

Why does it feel as if every step
Taken closer is taken aback
Why is it that If I put it like this
You put it like that
Why are things so complicated
like a hall of mirrors are reflecting on me
Why is that you need thick glasses to see what's there
When I came up for air
and I'm lost in despair
You were never there
How could you stare at your own picture for hours on end
How can we love each other when our feelings transcend
I put my head on your heart
But don't feel it beat
I wanna retreat But you always keep me there
This has gone past lust
I turn around to kiss you
But my lips gather dust