my porcelain queen

this horrible, horrible dream that i'm living
i can't wake up from
this vile, disgusting shit that has happened
may not be my fault
but i have to take the blame
i have to take the blame.
destroying the most beautiful
the most stunning
woman in the whole wide world
from the inside out
from the bottom
from the top
and i never knew i did it
wished i never looked at you twice
if i knew
you'd never have looked back
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
why did i curse you with this
it's not your scene
and wasn't mine
when we held hands
all i want is for you to be fixed
perfect again
like the porcelain queen
you once were
like my queen
when our eyes met
and our heads were held high
like the porcelain queen
you still are.