A Much Better Man

 
A Much Better Man

by Paul McCann  

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Here’s what I find ,
I must be out of my mind,
I must be out of control at least that’s what I’m told .
Between my heart and my soul all that’s left is a hole .
Ripped apart by scorn I feel shattered and torn .
Can’t get it out of my head ,
all the things that were said .
need somebody who will say a kind word or two
to help ease the pain and the way that I feel
so in time I can heal and become what I am a much better man .

So everyone of them who seem to know

can be satisfied  I’m ok

and even though they don’t really understand

what it takes to become a much  better man

I’ve got to be strong ,

they like to think that I’m wrong ,

I must disagree with them

those women and men

who think they know it all

but never hear the call .

Its making me sad

and driving me mad ,

all the things that they say

but tell me who are they .

I fall down on my knees and pray ,

take me away ,so I can see where I’m at

and recover from that

and remain what  I am  much better man .