I'm paranoid (This is not my story)

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I'm paranoid,hate in my system.
I'm just real annoyed, can't beleive she kissed him.
Got visions of the thoughts under my pillow.
And some under my seat.
Feel like the world looking at me.
Like I'm something to eat.
I don't care, I'm just going to be me.

We all thought the coke and the dimes, help us escape poverty.
But now it just imagination, getting out of that state of mind.
Is harder than a Brooklyn daylight robbery.
The thoughts of a struggle is just picking and annoying me.
(You're out of time)
My eyes are Red, something wrond inside of my head.
Got the noises of them fucking inside of my head.
Checking if my rubbers are still preaching under my bed.
Fuck it, I'll see the dick myself, so I just grab the knife instead.
(That moutherfucker is dead)

(Chorus)
I'm paranoid,hate in my system.
I'm just real annoyed, can't beleive she kissed him.
Got visions of the thoughts under my pillow.
And some under my seat.
Feel like the world looking at me.
Like I'm something to eat.
I don't care, I'm just going to be me.

Before I leave the crib, I check into the bank.
Empty the joint account, lay the dollars in the sack.
Thinking if they are cheating, I'll never turn back.
Just thinking where they would be at.
Crash the ride, into the bricks an take my time.
Try to clear all the bullshit out of my mind.
Thinking, the results of him being dead or alive.
Run into his crib and go up the stairs.
That's when I see them naked.
I was right, suckers been having an affair.
With my girl.
Destruction caused me to be paranoid.
And it destroyed my world.