Tough Times

You don't know how much you miss a person,untill they gone.
Think to yourself,you can handle it,by writing a rest in peace song.
That is when it hits you,that the theory of writing to block it is wrong.
End up drinking smoking,all night long,to cover the guilt and pain,
Pray to God,look after my man,and prevent me from going insane.

(Hook)
I'm trying to make it through these tought times.
Tough times,tough times.
I'm trying to make it through these tought times
Tough times,tough times.

The medication you taking,starting to kick in.
Those subconscious,subliminal thoughts,start ticking.
Like a bomb,in your mind.
Counting down,hurry up because you running out of time.
Before your mind just blows like a fuse,and bang you lose.
You just stay timid,no instinct or inspirational hope.
To get out of this state,just knowing you got a chance,
But in a matter of seconds,it's gone,like a burning rope.
And before you know it,you dealing with his death.
By doing wrong,smoking,drinking,sex and selling dope.

(Hook)
I'm trying to make it through these tought times.
Tough times,tough times.
I'm trying to make it through these tought times
Tough times,tough times.

You dealing with hard times,hard dealership.
Feeling you need a pass to Heaven.
A one day membership,for one day and one night.
Just to see God,walking into the damn light.
You want to see your friend,make sure he's okay.
Make sure,that God listening to every pray.
It all going well,the membership was a blast.
You and your friend,laughing like you been smoking grass,
But you wake up,and it's all just a dream.
Look around,still your best friend is nowhere to be seen.

(Hook)
I'm trying to make it through these tought times.
Tough times,tough times.
I'm trying to make it through these tought times
Tough times,tough times.