Vague and absent

Relentless
Breeze outside
Silence
Nothing to say
Where do you start?
When did I begin?

Greener grass dreamer,me
Mutterings
Slowly we ease eyes
Lines
Whos lies?
I bled at your mercy
Your talons
Not the dog chain salvation
I'd hoped for
My pudding surprise, you
taste lingering teeth chuckle
Swallow silk
shuffle spin salsa dip spottom

The mirror you look in
I look away from
And then later into my own eyes
Green
Brown
Purple bruised swish
Chakra splendour
Base to temple
Hand channeled

Tell me
Notice
So convinced
Give -
Easily -
My brother my lover
Love
Freedom

I didn't
Expect - consider
Myself in your heart -
net caught
Still
Trapped
Handspun
My painfreshdews
- awakening memories
awareness of his absence, his
Snail trails
Moist,
We leave
heart - heave
accidents?

His coming back
boomerang
May June
wound
Duck perhaps
Or catch spin go
Flow
Carve
Or complicate?
lightly
lightly
Luckily
Did mention push pull
You him, him you?
Spice and wholefood
crumbs
Grow my own
Sustenance
Sprinkle my paths
and wait for rain
to clear
Fresh
not new
him, you
Me
my slow magnetism
assured
eased
perspective
realities
revealed
My big heart
Full wise
vagueries
and willing, still
Open