An Open Box

I seem to of opened a box I cannot close,

In it holds clues to the hurt my heart holds.

A heavy weight has been on my shoulders most of my life,

a weight aided by two horrible guys.

Two men who believed what they were doing was all right,

Not thinking of the hurt caused, just taking each day in their stride.

These bastards show no remorse,

but it's not their fault, of course!

Blaming it on mental illness,

that's not mental illness, 

that's just wrong,

As what they did to me, is how my mental illness begun.

For years, I thought it was me,

did I deserved it?

I was wrong, I didn't deserve shit!

A young innocent girl, had her trust and future taken away,

by the spontaneous acts, of two men, on separate days,

If I continue to feel like this, they're the ones who have won in the end,

well this girl has found her feet,

and you haven't won shit, my friend!!