How Did I Get Here.

ooo My head so hurts,
And how come the lights
Have all gone out,
What the hell happened here.

I cant feel a bloody thing,
One minute I was having a
Laugh and joke with my Friend
And contemplating the daunting
Task of a new job, and how
Some one so shy, quiet,
And self educated like
My self, could settle in
To such a giant well known
Firm been around for decades.
Wow me from the little place
Called Walson Ridge.

Thank goodness I think
I feel a Chair, I need
To sit down, so that was
Lucky, although it may be
Minutes I have been rumanidgeing
Around here with this hurricane
Headache,it feels more like hours.

'So do you have any idea whats
Happened, and by the way who are
You?. Oh poor child, but you
Will adjust soon.'adjust to what'
'Your new Home' 'I am home its just
The darn lights have gone out,
A power cut again I thought
But then, how the hell did
I get this oozy banging head'?

'No Jayson, your not alive
Anymore,which is probably
Better for you,atleast your
not in so much pain'.
'You took your own life last
Night thats why your feeling
Like you are', 'no no that can't be
Right, I was happy, yes happy, im sure'.

'Love, wake up,love heres your tea'
'No i'm not dead i'm alive, I want
To live'.'Course your alive Jayson,
Eating me out of home, and at 19 as well,
Tut, you lot have it easier than we
Did, you have everyone helping
You out and yet still think you have
The world's worries on your shoulders,
You must of had a bad dream love,
Dont forget you took your medication later
Than usual last night'.