Lost In The Crowd. IP

Drowning in a never ending pile of
Hate, love, pain and confusion.
Lost for words, no energy left to spare
yet, I do still care.

Torn between the perils of darkness
And light, failure and hope, desperately
Running out of time.not knowing what
You will do next or scared what people
May say about why your acting this way.

I have searched for a place to hide in my own
World where my smiles cried and bleakness
Seemed normal. To scared to gain weight
Encase I wouldn't get a date.

I do know what it feels like to be lost in a world that's
Murky and to feel numbness at life. all this
At nineteen. but look at me now
I'm not lost in the crowd any more
Instead I'm in a ray of galore.

Only you can make the change,
If you only let the sun shine through
So call time on the poison of drink you call your
Savior, and let me guide you home mother
In from the cold.