The Maze

Friends teased me come

‘’come on it will be fun’’

Still I had a choice, Choice? Yes there was no gun!

I had my own voice, but

I was insecure and chased the lure of popularity

A weak heart beat echo’s in the ruins of my body

Lost, there’s no way out

Confused stiff, sore and bruised

Trapped in a maze

Waiting to lose

Friends? Now there gone

I’m still here in this maze

High up in a daze

This was meant to only be a phase

Too lost now to be found, Afraid, scared to hit the ground.

I tried to get back on the good path

Demonic beasts blocked my way

Said that here I’ll stay

Now so far from that path I’ve strayed.

My head spins

Please father forgive me

For I have sinned

Evil calls and the devil wins

The first time it pinched

Hurt! Told myself never again

But now I’m Numb

Mind fucked, Dumb

It wasn’t a phase, it’s a maze

Wrong turns and strange voices

Making too many Bad choices

I’m playing Russian roulette against myself

Headaches and heartbreaks

I just wanted the pain to fade

How did I get this far in

Guess I left that part of me win

Now I Shake

As I’ve nothing left to take

Even gravity doesn’t hold me no more

I’ve slipped down the social slope

Lost now without a hope

I tried to climb up, but its snakes and ladders

The dice has rolled, and I’m out of luck!