Gone!

Forsaken in pondering
this numb emotion fearless explores
dwells in space of unknown
emptiness
Gone!
I am so far gone
today or will it last this time?
Simple expression of a mind
useless and alone
Always alone.
Yet there were times..
Nobody ever does but I
I forgive myself this moment
Now.
Oh in profound present I linger.
Gone!
so much more then just the cat
Unspeakable truth set free
unable to turn back time
and this is reality.
Right now, right now
Gone and so alone!
I am and want to be
Facing myself
facing the pain I am used to
One day all of me will be
Gone!