After Years

I don't know what has happened to me. I no longer belong to any society.

Those whom I saw as my friends have left me or I have left them.

I'm sick of being seen as an Asian, as someone who is good at math, as someone with little or no feelings.

BUT as I have departed from society, the more I come into contact with my primitive self. I want to have sex with a girl. Sometimes, I even want to rape one. For some reason, I blame women.

I walk around the streets, looking lustily at some girls, even trying to look dangerous.